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gotnoguts
02:24
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I'll hollow out your skull and stuff it with your heart, because no one knows who you are anymore. And everything you refuse to tell me, I worry and make up lies about your life, because I can't distinguish my own life from yours, nor from you. So I'm trying to find someone who would kiss me on my mouth and suck out all the memories that I have. It'll help me forget who I am, because you are so cold and make me feel worse.
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i would always look back
02:30
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i've been looking
for a new god:
a god of memories
a god of forgetting
to take me back to
where i'm happy:
my favorite memories
all places i'd rather i'd be:
like my first kiss
at our picnic
or my band's show
and all the places we'd go.
i'd rather be
i'd rather be
in my favorite memories.
and my old god:
maybe he made me.
maybe he saved me.
but all i really want
is to forget
all the bad times,
but the good times:
i would always look back
and smile.
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i've been wondering this:
what am i doing here?
what if this is it?
do i even exist?
is there really fate?
what if i'm a mistake?
could i be replaced?
am i really awake?
cuz i
don't wanna die
without knowing who i am
without reason
so i'm
just asking why
if i'm really real,
why am i here?
i can't help but think:
is this all just a dream?
where was i before?
why was i born?
why do i have a soul?
but still feel not whole?
why do i have a heart?
why do i think at all?
if i'm only flesh and bones
why do i care?
why is life so unfair?
why am i self-aware?
if i was simply made
just by chance one day,
why do we try?
why am i still alive?
and god, i know i felt this before.
it's the song hiding in my heart.
and it calls out to you, lord.
but i don't know where you are.
i just want to go back to the start.
so i can give back my heart.
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